different feelings are certainly taking their turn.
working through feelings of sadness and hope as my husband and his family in Seoul take care of their mom as a difficult journey begins.
feeling so guilty for allowing myself moments of excitement for my next art show and my new website ; for feeling such creative joy as i pour myself into painting; for believing that i can experience doing art full-time to see what happens.
a bit of an internal storm, but i am giving myself more space to meditate. listening to this and this as well.